Poetry Friday

February 29, 2008

Invitations to the World by Richard PeckFrom Invitations to the World by Richard Peck.
A poem about censorship.
This poem can be found on page 157 of the book.
It has no title.
Peck introduces it with these words.

The writer has to play all the parts, of course. We have to inhabit other people’s skins and search perfect strangers to find out who they are. In long nights after dark days, we even wonder what’s truly in the hearts and minds of our fellow adults who want to purify their communities, and rid them of us.

What are you trying to tell me
That I’m afraid to hear?
What is the witchcraft in your words
That strikes my soul with fear?

Why are you trying to tell me
Of the dangers I have to face
When I am hoping to live content,
Safe in the smallest place?

Why are you telling my children
Truths I don’t want them to know?
If they learn too much, they’ll leave me,
And I don’t want them to go.

What are those books on the library shelves?
I don’t read them, so I’m not sure,
But how do I know they aren’t evil,
Part of the devil’s lure?

I don’t need your words from the world
Or how reading can set me free.
I’m doing fine, just as I am . . .

I wonder what’s on TV?


Wordless Wednesday

February 27, 2008


From the Nightstand

February 27, 2008

We were granted another snow day today. Naturally, when I woke up I reached over to the nightstand and picked up a book. I figure a snow day is a perfect excuse to finish of a good book. Today’s selection was Invitations to the Worldby Richard Peck. Which is a book that has been taking up space on my nightstand for way too long. It feels good to finally be finished with it, but I am tempted to go back and reread it from the beginning. Here are a few passages that I marked as I was reading. I’m sure there are many more that are worthy of mentioning, but these are the ones I marked.

Children whose lives were already disfigured by poverty, wealth, or some other affliction saw school as a clean, well-lighted place with teachers empowered byt the system and kind of droning routine the young demand. For some of us the standards of school were a clear echo of the values of home. For others school offered the only safe haven. Above its portals were invisibly carved the unspoken motto: FORGET WHERE YOU CAME FROM, ENTER HERE AND LEARN.

This made me think. I have mixed feelings about this motto. Part of me wants to say that it isn’t fair for us to expect our students to enter school and leave themselves behind by forgetting where they came from, but another part of me agrees with this motto. I have been saying for years that teachers need to stop judging students and categorizing them based on where they come from. I have to think if school was a place were we expected all students to succeed instead of assuming that some won’t, we would accomplish more. I guess I would like to change this motto. Instead of posting it on the portal of the school, I’d like to post it above the door from the teachers’ lounge: FORGET WHERE THEY CAME FROM, ENTER HERE AND TEACH.

…the basis of all real learning is fear. Fear of the consequences of not learning, ….

I can’t help thinking of a former student when I read this. She once told me that nothing we did mattered because when she grew up she was going to be just like her mom. When I asked what her mom did, she responded by telling me that her mom didn’t do anything but sit around and watch TV all day and that was exactly what she was going to do when she grew up. When that is the future you imagine for yourself, what is there to learn?

For me, writing a novel is like making a quilt. You gather bright scraps from other people’s lives, and then you stitch them together in a pattern of your own.

This reminds me of Margrethe who is both a writer and a quilter.

…they have to be imperfect enough for improvement and willing to stand up for who they are. They have to take one step nearer maturity in an age when maturing itself has become an elective, and they must show readers the way, give them the word. … We need no novels about how to fit in. Popularity and acceptance cost too much now.

when maturing itself has become an electiveThis really stands out to me. Has maturing become an elective in our society? It only takes one night of TV viewing to realize that it has.

Those of us who were teachers don’t believe much in phases. It’s parents who can explain away their children’s behavior as phases they’re going through. Teachers are less sure. Teachers have evidence that people don’t grow up till they have to. There are people still going through puberty in senior year. A system of school that issues diplomas to people who can’t read them retards their development further, and they look elsewhere for status and identity.
There are people well along in adult life who still believe that being in the right place with the right people will mask their personal inadequacies. Long after graduation there are people voting in a bloc, counting on club membership, trying to live in the smallest world possible. In adult life there are still people searching for scapegoats and finding them.

People don’t grow up until they have to. It makes me wonder what is going to have to happen in our world for people to realize that they have to grow up.

We write for a generation who have needed language less to get what they want from adults, who in their dealings with one another have reason to suspect that the pen is no longer mightier than the sword.

We cannot make adolescent readers out of adolescent illiterates. If you have been coming to school for seven years without having to read, you’ve whipped the system and are lost to us all.

Is it possible for a student to go 7 years without reading? I say, “yes and no.” If reading is the ability to recognize words on paper and call them out, the answer is no. If reading is the ability to recognize words on paper, call them out, and think about what they are saying to you the answer is yes. When students are sitting in classrooms where a study guide is given and memorized for the test, they aren’t really reading and thinking. When all reading is done as a class and the teacher tells the class what they should think, they aren’t really reading and thinking.

Like teaching, writing is something less than a profession, but more than a job. When you aren’t teaching, you’re thinking about teaching. When you’re not writing, you’re thinking about writing.

Happily, American books for the young greeted a new century with a whole spectrum of worthy offerings, from picture books to coming of age novels. …. These page-turners powerfully documented the foreign country adolescence has become in three decades of self rule.

“Words are the only thing which last forever,” Winston Churchill once said. Somehow that truth seems truer now, here in the gray dawn of uncertain new century. Books prepare the literate for change.


Getting my creative juices flowing.

February 19, 2008

I’ve been trying to find time to be more creative in my life thanks to all the inspiration and encouragement from Ruth and Stacey, but I haven’t been able to get those creative juices flowing. I even went out and bought some paint, paintbrushes and canvases a few weeks ago. The results of that trip weren’t great. When my daughter and her friend came along and told me my yellow canvas with white polka-dots looked like Spongebob, my creativity took a nosedive. I’m excited tonight though because those juices are flowing again. When I got to Will’s Cub Scout meeting and found out that they need a Chinese Dragon for their Blue and Gold Banquet this weekend, my first reaction was one of dread. When I thought about it though, I realized that this was an opportunity for me to be creative. I volunteered to make a trip to Wal-Mart to pick up supplies for making a dragon. By the time I got there, I had a vision in my head. The juices were in full flow by the time I made it to the craft department. I’m excited about putting this thing together. I’ll share pictures when I get it done.


Let’s Go for a Walk!

February 18, 2008


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The weather was beautiful yesterday. It was a perfect day for a walk, so Will and I decided to go to the walking trial near our house for a nice walk. About half way through our walk we saw Maggie running toward us. She had driven by on her way home and saw us walking. Our walk was even brighter because we were able to share it with a friend.


Is there a place for the Halo games in our classrooms?

February 18, 2008

If you have had any conversations with teenagers lately, chances are you have heard about the Halo games. If you want to have a conversation with a teenage boy, mention Halo and chances are he will start talking. I found this to be the case with my 8th graders and have also had a few “Halo” conversations with the welding students I’ve been working with this year. They don’t even care that I have never played the game. They will tell me all about their alien killing tactics and even practice their persuasion techniques as they attempt to convince me that I must take part in this alien killing collaboration. These conversations to me have always been great for building trust with my students, but. I never considered bringing the game into the classroom which is why I was surprised to see the title “Does the Halo 3 Video Game Have a Place in Our Schools” in a recent issue of the edweek.org e-newsletter. You can read the article here.

After reading the article, I wasn’t ready to rush out and buy the game for classroom use, but I did have a few thoughts about how we might use the Halo craze to reach some of our students who seem unreachable.

1. Did you notice that the game is referred to as a first-person shooter game. If you are a literature teacher trying to help students understand the difference between first-person and third-person, you are crazy not to use video games as an example.

2. When trying to get our students to work together, would it help to mention as an example the collaboration that it takes to play Halo?

3. What would happen if we brought this article into the classroom for students to read? Would they have something to say about this topic? Could we even lead into writing a persuasive essay with this article and discussion of it? Would some students want to write an essay encouraging the use of Halo in the classroom? Would some students want to keep it out of the classroom? Could both groups find quotes from this article that would support their opinion?

I’m not ready to bring my Playstation to school, but I do think there is a place for “Halo” conversations in our classrooms.


From the Nightstand

February 15, 2008

Ahh. Three days off in a row. One for snow and two for sickness. It is stolen time. Time that was meant to be spent working is now available for other things– playing with kids, watching TV shows you never get to see, curling up with a good book, catching up on household chores. This morning I used some of that stolen time to read a book that has been waiting on my nightstand for months. Incantationby Alice Hoffman. I picked this book when shopping the book fair at one of my schools this past fall. I knew from reading other Alice Hoffman books that this book would make me think. I was not wrong. Even though I was able to read the book in a short amount of time, I think it will be with me, making me think, for many days to come.

Incantation is an enthralling story set in a time distant from our own, a time filled with betrayal, hatred, lies and secrets. Yet, in an interview with the author, Alice Hoffman says that she was led back to the Spanish Inquisition by her quest to understand our own world. She says that theirs was a world of concealed identities and fear. I can’t help but wonder if she sees this in our world too. Who are the people our society has forced into hiding?

In the story, Estrella learns of her family’s concealed identity and learns to embrace it even though there are grave consequences. In her words, “Some people say save yourself and save your life. I say Be yourself and you save your soul.”

I recommend this book for girls 14 and up. Even though Accelerated Reader lists it as a 5.o reading level, I think the Hoffman’s beautiful use of figurative language might be challenging for younger readers.


Running Again

February 14, 2008

I have started running again, and it feels great!! Not only does my body feel great, but when I run I have time to think. I can get in my head and just let the thoughts start flowing. I’m hoping this will lead to more writing. If you’ve never tried running, you should give it a try. It isn’t as hard as you think. I’m following the Couch to 5K Program from coolrunning.com It starts out really easy with 60 second runs. The runs get longer each week, but your body builds up the stamina for those longer runs. You can get podcasts for this program from itunes. I started this last summer and had worked my way up to 20 minute runs. Then it got cold and I quit. Over the weekend, Bill told me that he was planning to start working out 3 times a week. His plant has a nice workout facility for its employees and their spouses and he was planning to take advantage of it. I was excited that he was going to start working out, but even more excited when he invited me to join him. They have great treadmills that I can run on. I’ve started over at week one and plan to take it easy, but I love it.


Perceptions

February 5, 2008

“We began to realize that if we wanted to change the situation, we first had to change ourselves. And to change ourselves effectively, we first had to change our perceptions.” Stephen R. Covey

When I got home this afternoon I was so tired I wanted to go straight to bed. I was worn out from a long day of trying to figure out my role in improving literacy in my school system. While there are many teachers who have that same goal, I am worn down by those who seem happier to complain. The sad thing is that the more worn down I become, the easier it is for me to fall into step with those complainers. After a long meeting that didn’t go nearly as well as I thought it should, a dinner that was less than pleasing for everyone in my family but me and a check of my e-mail, I found myself worn out but unable to sleep. My mind was racing way too fast to allow it to shut down for a nice rest. I finally decided that I should get myself out of bed and put those racing thoughts onto paper. Eventually that paper led me to my blog where I could share my thoughts with those of you whose positive voices I have been missing for too long. My thoughts led me to the question, “How do you get people to open their eyes and see things from the eyes of others?” This question led me to the The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People because I remembered that it was in reading this book that I began to open my eyes. On page 18 I found the quote that started this entry, and I was reminded that perhaps if I want to change the situation, I should change myself. I remembered that it isn’t my responsibility to get others to open their eyes. It is my responsibility to change only my own perception.

I think it may have worked. I feel the sleep coming.